I know that people would and will say that its all in the mind and I dont really care BUT I have all night gone to talk to someone who was killed 2yrs ago come tomorrow and its been the most bizarre but comforting feeling.
Its true as i have actually turned to talk to them.
First 'sign' and I feel calmer now.
I know this will get C and P'd and used against me but I do feel at peace for the first time in 2 yrs thankfully.
whats really weird is I sometimes hear my mum shout for me? but mum is only 100 miles away and very much alive - it freaks me out and I call her in case its like a vibe that she's hurt or something - and all is well
the voice is as clear as anything, I dont understand it