tigger, please, youre not alone in your thinkings, i too feel just like you, especially when it comes to new years eve, its a funny old time isnt it, and it can be sad too when youre feeling like this.
i too feel as though my life is just passing me by, not doing much with it, wasting it really and i get upset too with how fast time is whizzing by and how my family, ie my mum n dad one day wont be here with me etc as i too am not married and have no kids, and not even a bf any more.
so, please, try and not feel too anxious/down tigger, i know how youre feeling, and theres probably alot more than we think out there who will also be feeling a little down wednesday night too, its just that time of year isnt it...
so, try n keep your pecker up, i dont know about you, but once those flippin chimes are over and done with at midnight, well, it all seems a bit better then somehow!
xx