How's your night been??

[mistys]

I was looking forward to a nice care free night of drinking and some dodgy karaoke, but all I had was a night of giving advice and confidence to a very drunk and insecure friend. Not the night I was planning.

Hope your's has been better :o) xxx

[mistys]

yeah kola, I know how you feel. I've spent so many night's looking after her and making sure she was ok and having a good time I never think of myself. Tonight when she left the pub she was still fine, so I dunno what happened in the time I left her and she met these other 'friends' that made her unable to walk.

She has been through so much cr@p in her life, but theres only so much I can help with. I just hope she doesn't hold it against me that I let her get home alone, she can't afford to lose me as a friend really.

[hau kola]

But if she was meeting other people,as far as you knew she was in good hands.Dont beat yourself up about it.

[mistys]

I didn't know she was meeting anyone else, I thought she was going home which isn't far from me.
I know I've been a good friend to her, but when I can't help all her problems it makes me feel bad.
Sorry to bring the mood down xxxxx

[hau kola]

just phone her in the morning,thats all you can do.Dont worry too much,im sure everything will be fine.

[mistys]

I've just made some toast and poured another drink. I know she ill be fine with me in the morning, just never feels good to be critisised. But I really hope everyone else has had an awesome night :o) xxxxxxx