Hmmm, seems to me Lezzel, you need a wake up call. I dont understand when you say you know his number off by heart and he text so you text back. If he has a girlfriend, leave him be and get his number blocked. Some poor girl is probably sat at home wondering who her boyfriend keeps texting. Just cos you have ruined your life you shouldnt ruin hers. Like mdoo98 says, he is just after a jump, and looks like he knows he can get it off you. You need to stop being so 'easy' and just go out. Dont try looking for a guy cos they see your desperate and will just use you. You need to move on and accept that you and him will never be a real couple...