Have I Been Single To Long
or have I just become cynical about relationships?
My last partner left me 4 years ago when I was going through a bad time with mental health issues. It devastated me at the time. Since then, ive got my life back together again. (and the support of people on here at the time when I was going through the mill with the courts, psych services etc was invaluable). Now ive got more of a social life than ive ever had...im in a quiz team, a reading group, a film group, I spend more time with my mates than I ever did. I have the freedom to go out whenever I want, watch whatever I want, get drunk if I want, spend all night with my nose stuck in a book if I want.
Ive often thought it would be nice to have a bit of female company again... someone to spoil, make love to, go out with... but in no rush to go looking.
However, for the last couple of months theres been a female ive started to become close to at a group I attend. She makes a bee line for me, always wants to sit with me and always waits for me to walk to the bus stop with etc.
(must be the pheromones, certainly isnt my looks lol) I might be reading in to this but the point is its freaking me out a bit and making me think that either Ive just become set in my ways now and dont want the hassle of a relationship or im just cynical of relationships.
Anyone else here happy been single?
Thanks