Pregnant-s, in all honesty I did feel guilty but its completely normal to feel that, but as long as you have support from family it can make the experience a lot easier! If your heart is telling to to have a baby then thats what you must do...my heart told me the opposite and that worked out best for me. Having a baby is a massive and scary experience and you wont be number 1 anymore, but to me you sound like a mature and level headed 17 year old despite what crappy-joe is saying! I hope to god you are not taking any of his bulls**t in! Have you talked with your ex, sorry to bring him up hun, but you said you was with him for a year, surely he would sit down and chat with you about things...or is he a complete plonker?